Summer in the Kingdom

Dreaming and scheming,

the tyrant king could not rest.

The rebels fought back.

The knights defended his crown,

and the valley was filled

with thousands more willow trees.

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How beautiful the darkness that dances

Shadows lost in gyration

To the beats low and sombre

How gorgeous the darkness

Bodies writhing in the night

A tune deep and rhythmic

How beautiful the darkness dances

Welcoming and embracing the night

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Longing for Shadows Part X

**Continued from Part IX**

“‘She’…” Rowan repeated as they came to another staircase.  “But our… Our… I don’t want to say ‘soul,’ but whatever it is, it isn’t gendered is it?”

“No,” he told her as he gazed down the narrow stairway.  The landscape around it was bleak, almost like a place that had long ago thrived but now had turned to desert. leaving behind only remnants of what it was.  It was long and winding, and he could see that there were several places where the stones had crumbled away.  “But you see me for the man that I was before my most recent death.  It would be the same for your friend; we can ask for the name that she was known by in life, and they still know her.”


Peter sighed and made a displeased face as he gave the stairs one more look.  “The librarians,” he answered.  “I think the library is down this way.  Just watch your step and use the railing.”

Rowan nodded and followed him down.  She, too, could see what terrible condition they were in and why he seemed so worried.  The handrail was bent in many places, rusted over in others, and at some points completely missing.  He took his time in guiding her down, making sure that each step was secure before letting her take it.

It felt strange to Rowan that no matter how long they took, the sky did not change.  The only evidence at all that time was passing was that they were moving; surely being able to move meant that time was not frozen.  But what about the body that she had left in the world of the living?  Was it–

Rowan cried out, feeling a stone wiggle and give way beneath her feet.  The ground rose up to meet her far faster than she it expected it to, and she felt the gravely earth grinding against her skin.  Peter knelt down beside her, saying her name, but his voice felt distant.  Weariness was creeping in all around her body, and she had to fight to keep her eyes open.

“This is why you can’t get distracted,” he told her.  Put his arms around her and pulled her up.  “Come on, we have to get to the library and get you cleaned up.”


Peter looked around and cursed under his breath.  “You’re bleeding,” he informed her.  “Living blood attracts trouble.”  He began to guide her down the last couple dozen stairs, his arms still around her.

“Trouble?” Rowan asked.  She immediately kicked herself inside for asking such a stupid question.  Why was she so confused.

“Creatures,” Peter replied.  “Things made of shadow, ready to devour anything that they can.  They’re always starving, so even after consuming you they won’t be happy.”

“Are they coming in on the wind?”

“That isn’t wind.  It’s the flying shadows.  You need to stop letting your mind wander or you’re going to end up stuck here.”

Peter hurried on as safely as he could, swatting at the air with one hand now and then.  The wind– or shadows, or whatever it was– seemed to moan in Rowan’s ear, sometimes calling her name.  She groaned and tried to ignore them.

When they got down to the last step, Peter hoisted her into his back and told her to hang on tight.  She could feel the blood running down her leg and the shadows flying ever closer to it, trying desperately to latch on.  Peter broke into a run, moving through the next level of the decaying city as quickly as he could.

**Continued in Part XI**












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Longing for Shadows Part IX

**Continued from Part VIII**

The Necropolis was the most crowded city Rowan had ever been in.  Had it been a painting, the artist would have had to use their smallest brushes to painstakingly assemble each bit of black, gray, indigo, and green.  Some parts seem to glow with a light that she could not identify the source of, while others were lost in shadows.  She had to give up wondering where the shadows came from if there was no light for the buildings to block.  This was the world of the dead, after all, and things were not likely to make sense to her.

The place seemed impossibly ancient.  People had been dying since time immemorial, she knew.  The buildings looked as old as civilization, each layer built upon an older one, newer bricks set in with older, more worn, bricks.  Some of them were think with moss– or at least some sort of green slime– other precariously balanced.  They hardly even seemed like the sort of places that a being could dwell in, no matter how much the place looked like a crowded castle town from the Dark Ages.

“Peter…” Rowan began as they got to the bottom or a narrow, steep set of stairs.

He paused and turned around to look at her; she was still three stairs up.  “You have questions.”

She nodded, wanting to utter the words ‘of course,’ but refusing to risk showing disrespect.  “What… what is the purpose of this place?”

“This street?” he asked her. “Or the entire city?”

Rowan shrugged, moving slowly down the last few stairs.  “All of it,” she said, her voice breaking.  She was starting to feel cold; colder than what made sense for a place without any wind or snow.  “Is this supposed to be Limbo?”

Peter scoffed. “Heaven, Hell, Limbo. They’re all wrong.”

“Well, I that’s what I thought,” Rowan said.  “I mean, I had always felt lied to when I heard all the promises and warnings…”

He shook his head, then took her arm; it was ice cold.  “You have to keep moving.  We can talk while we walk.”  Once they were moving again, Peter told her, “They’re not lies so much as misunderstandings.  Even ideas like Hades, Yomi, Duat, and Hel aren’t exactly accurate.”

Rowan thought for a while as they kept walking along a narrow street, where the cobbles were worn and somewhat uneven.  “But this clearly isn’t Elysium or Tir Na Nog either.”

“Look,” Peter said after a while of thinking, “this place is none of those things and all of them.  It even has a few things in common with Purgatory.  Still, I don’t even know if this is what there actually is after we die, of if it’s just something that my mind is constructing out of what it senses.”

“But your brain is–”

“I didn’t say ‘brain,’ did I?” he corrected her.  Then he pulled her away from a puddle just before her foot came down into it.  “Watch out for those.  They’re nastier than you think.”

“Ummm, thanks,” she said, her mind working too hard for her to think of better words.

They walked on for a while before Peter spoke again.  “There are some things that show up in a lot of cultures and belief systems; they’re all here in the Necropolis… somewhere or other.  Rivers, gardens, layers that descend ever-deeper.  There are spirits– or whatever they want to be called– in charge of something or other.  If your friend hasn’t moved on to be reborn yet, we’ll find someone who can tell us where she is.”

**Continued on Part X**

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Longing for Shadows Part VIII

**Continued from Part VII**

There were two armored guards standing just outside the gates. They were tall, taller even than Peter, which seemed pretty rare. Their faces were hidden in the shadows of their helmets, and all that she could see of them was the glow of their eyes, that ghostly sort of white. They seemed human in shape, but entirely other-wordly in every other aspect.

Peter warned her not to stare at them.

“Who approaches the gates?” the guards asked in unison. Their voices were impossibly deep, and Rowan tried to hide a shudder.

“It’s just me,” Peter told them in a voice laden with boredom.

“You have a bright one with you,” one of them noted, as if correcting him.

“I found her out on the fields,” Peter explained.

“The living do not belong here,” the other added.

“She won’t be long,” Peter told them.  “I can make sure that she doesn’t cause any trouble.”

The guards looked down at her as examining her all the way down to her soul.  Rowan held perfectly still, trying not to seem afraid.  It felt like forever before they turned back to Peter.

“You know that we guarantee nobody’s safety,” one of the guards said.

“The Necropolis is a place for the dead,” the other went on, “and its laws exist only for the sake of its lord.”

“Like I said,” Peter told them, “I will be with her.”

The guards looked to one another, and a moment later the gates began to creak open.  They sounded half-rusted, like the battered gates She had seen on old Halloween specials. Peter  said nothing else to the guards– he didn’t even nod their way– and ushered Rowan through the gates.  Once they were through, the gates closed once again, leaving Rowan to stare at them.

“Make sure you don’t get lost,” Peter told Rowan. “The living might be one of the few who can leave the Necropolis, but it tries to get you to stay.”

“Y-yeah,” Rowan nodded, still staring at the gate and the design laid out on it in ancient wrought iron.  “Sure thing, Peter.”

**Continued in Part IX**


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Longing for Shadows Part VII

**Continued from Part VI**

“You have to be careful here,” Peter told her.  “You might still be living, but the world of the dead doesn’t care.  They’re just as willing to keep you here as they are anyone who’s actually dead.”

“So… what do you mean by that?” Rowan asked.

“I mean there are a thousand different things that could trap you and keep you here,” he explained.  “And I don’t even know what all of them are. Just be careful. Stay close, and don’t get distracted.”

Rowan felt like she had been told not to be distracted a thousand times before in her lifetime. She supposed that it applied here just as well as anywhere else.

“Were you scared when you first came here?” Rowan asked him.

“Was I scared? Peter repeated. “I suppose I was as terrified of being here as I was fearless.”

“You mean not at all?” Rowan asked him.

Peter shook his head.  “I mean a great deal,” he told her.  “I know people think I’m strong and fearless, but a place has me thinking otherwise.”

“I guess I should admit,” Roman said after a moment of thought, “I didn’t know much about you until a few days ago. But from what I’ve read, it didn’t sound like you had expected to…”

“To die?” Peter asked when she faltered.

Rowan nodded. “I mean, at the time that you did,” she explained, “you seem to have been trying to do better for yourself.”

Peter shrugged. “I guess that’s what you get from a lifetime of how I treated my body. But you didn’t come here to meet me, did you?” Peter reminded her. “You’re here for your friend.”

“But it’s interesting that I did meet you,” Rowan pointed out.

“You could meet thousands of interesting people here,” he told her. “And there’s a thousand more that you could never meet. So many have moved on from this place. Like I told you,” he reminded her, “don’t get distracted.”

He walked through the rest of the way to the gates without saying anything else to her.  The gates were impossibly tall, but the wall was impossibly taller. It was built stories and stories high, as though it was meant to keep in giants. Then again, the people who might have been in that city, the dead of so long ago, were not giants in a literal sense, but important figures from all of history. Rowan tried to remember what Peter had told her: there was no sense in wondering who had moved on to another life, and who still remained in the necropolis.

The wall was littered with carvings and statues, styles from all sorts of ancient cultures. Some of them looked like images from major cultures, mythologies that she had heard of time and again. Others were things that she did not recognize, but supposed contained symbols from distant cultures.

That was the one thing common to all humans, and it was probably one of the few things that was in all human cultures. The necropolis seemed to be partly a place that couldn’t decide which culture it was from, and partly a place for all cultures. It was somewhat overwhelming to look at.

**Continued in Part VIII**


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Longing for Shadows Part VI

**Continued from Part V**

The world of the dead had no sun to shine down on it.  Although it seemed as though it was always nighttime, it was not entirely dark.  The city of the dead had countless lights glowing within it, even up to the heights of the cathedral. Some of them were a ghostly color, not quite white, but like a ghost, or the color of old bones.  Others were the same eerie shade of green that Peter seemed to glow with.  Every now and then, she saw a faint blue glow, but those did not seem to last.

The city was a mass of tall buildings, like spires that pierced the darkness, lights glowing in windows here and there all the way up.  The air smelled rich and deep, like soil that had just been turn up from deep down.  Rowan also had the sense of something just of the edge of rot; it reminded her that the air might have smelled horrible there, but instead it somehow tolerable.

They walked on, the dirt crunching beneath their feet as they began to descend the hill towards the necropolis.  As still and silent as she had imagined the place to be, it was neither of those things.  There was a soft sort of wind blowing across them, and the noises of small things moving in the fields on either side of the path.  Rowan might have called it grass, but it was nothing like the lush green that filled her backyard.  It had faded and darkened ages ago, a mere husk of its former self.

The path carried them down towards a gate.  Peter slowed his pace as they approached it.

“There is a wall around the city,” Peter told her.  “And only a few gates allow passage through it.  The dead are not allowed to leave the city unless their next fate has been decided.”

“Do they enter the gate when they first arrive here?” Rowan asked him.  “Or do they find themselves in the city when they die?”

Peter stopped and looked down at her.  “This field around us,” he told here. “is as vast as it is dark.  The dead show up in the fields, and if they are able, they find their way to the city.”

“You mean some of them are unable?”

Peter sighed and looked out into the shadows of the field.  It became apparent that there was also no moon; there was not even starlight to guide their way.  “Some spirits are not in a state to come to the city.  They wander the fields for ages before…”

“Before what” Rowan pressed.

“You have seen movies, heard stories… sometimes the dead are restless or tormented.  In life, they suffered a great deal of pain, and in death…” He shook his head. “It takes them a lot longer to get to the city.”

Rowan to at the gate that they were approaching.  “Then what’s so important about this city?”

“Besides the fact that your friend is in it?” Peter asked.  “Everything, really.  You’ll never leave the realm of the dead without passing through the city first. …Not unless something very bad is going on.”

**Continued in Part VII**

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